What is wanting to be an artist? Identity? Identity of an artist? Aren’t I “an Artist”, why do I continue to ask myself this? Am I Sisyphus? No matter how much art I create, the boulder still rolls down, and I must create more. Artist as a way of life? Am I a painter? A performance artist? A creator? Am I just creative? Why do I write this? Why do I make this? Who am I?